Sunday, July 13, 2008

I know I already have said this in my previous post but I can't believe that Taryn is now six months. I am so grateful to be a parent!! At the same time I can't believe that I am a parent. I steel feel so young and feel like there could be many other thing that I could be doing but, I wouldn't trade this in for anything. I love being a wife to my wonderful and I must say handsome husband. I love being a mom and all the good and bad days that come along with it. Being a member of my church, (The Church of Jesus Christ of latter Day Saints) has helped mold my life in a way I never could have imagined. I have lived without the church in my life and I have lived with the church in my life and the difference in me is undeniable. Since I have become active in my church I have become happier and I have direction in my life. I know that were I am and what I am doing is the right thing. I know because I have included the lord and have asked him in prayer to guide me in my decision making. And he has I would not be were I am today and who I am today with out him. I am happy and content and at peace. Not every day is perfect and neither am I but that's o.k. because I know that I can try again another day and through repenting and forgiving others and myself that I have done what I needed to in becoming the person that I need to be in the end. I know that this church is true, I can see it and feel it in my life. I wish that everyone could feel what I feel and know what I know. I hope that if anyone has questions and would like to know that they would ask me because I am here and want to share this joy and peace in my life.

Thursday, July 10, 2008






Taryn eating her big girl food
Taryn is now six months old I can't believe it. She has changed so much and I am starting to see her personality come through more and more every day. She just started to eat her rice cereal and ate it all up. I yet to have a hard time with this girl. She also loves animals. She got a kick out of my Dads dog Lolly and loves her great grandpas horse P.B. She also just thinks it is the funniest thing in the world when her mom dances for her. Who would of thought the me dancing would be so funny =0). Actually I can't blame the girl I am sure it is very entertaining and will one day probably embarrass her. Life is just so much better being a mom.